Life's changing so fast that I feel I am almost left behind.
But, what does it matter. Everyday you just become more immune to the surroundings, people around you get used to you, you get bored and then the quest begins. The search for the next big thing. In my life I do not know what I want. I have spent 95 percentage of my current age in looking for what I want ( only that I dint know it). Some day you just stop to look back at things and question, " is this what I wanted?". Obvious answer is NO. In my case it is "I don't know". Being born in a particular sunshine I am quite indecisive and confused most of the times. I think I love this girl and then someone else appears out of no where and captures my whole attention. I am not sure of anything when I go for shopping. I used to have a tough time in my last office while finalizing my lunch ( got few witnesses too). Then there are cases when I am not too sure of which option to chose. Probably that might have also affected my CAT results. Anyways, the point I want to make here is .. ? ( I don't know).
But, as soon as I realized that I have this immense talent of indecisiveness inside me, I have to somehow figure out a way to survive in the woods. I decided (:P) to embrace life with both hands. 'Come what may' is what I wear these days. I take every opportunity with both hands. I am completely open to what ever life has to offer me. I have simply quit making decisions. Howz that for a change?
Kool. Now I am kinda eased of. But then again when you come to think of it - What does it matter?
2 comments:
Irritating nit finder in me tells me that 'sunshine' should be 'sun sign'. Or should it?
getting back to what you wrote, this is a not-so-new phenomenon witnessed by all 20 somethings and is called as 'Quarter life crisis.' Not that it is related to any drinking problem, but it can be one of he after effects. :D
Dude! its ok to not to be ok. Happens to all of us...A transition is supposed to be handled with patience and humour, both of which you have in plenty.
A freelance human!!!! Thats creepy...But an awesome oneliner!!!
he he .. right it shoudl be sun sign... And I missed it.. Things are not as easy as quarter-life-crisis though. I had it when I was 15. :P.
This is story of my life.. :D
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