What does it matter?

Life's changing so fast that I feel I am almost left behind.

But, what does it matter. Everyday you just become more immune to the surroundings, people around you get used to you, you get bored and then the quest begins. The search for the next big thing. In my life I do not know what I want. I have spent 95 percentage of my current age in looking for what I want ( only that I dint know it). Some day you just stop to look back at things and question, " is this what I wanted?". Obvious answer is NO. In my case it is "I don't know". Being born in a particular sunshine I am quite indecisive and confused most of the times. I think I love this girl and then someone else appears out of no where and captures my whole attention. I am not sure of anything when I go for shopping. I used to have a tough time in my last office while finalizing my lunch ( got few witnesses too). Then there are cases when I am not too sure of which option to chose. Probably that might have also affected my CAT results. Anyways, the point I want to make here is .. ? ( I don't know).

But, as soon as I realized that I have this immense talent of indecisiveness inside me, I have to somehow figure out a way to survive in the woods. I decided (:P) to embrace life with both hands. 'Come what may' is what I wear these days. I take every opportunity with both hands. I am completely open to what ever life has to offer me. I have simply quit making decisions. Howz that for a change?

Kool. Now I am kinda eased of. But then again when you come to think of it - What does it matter?

Wah Wah!!!

Tanhai hai pyar me,

barbadi hai pyar me,

aansu hai pyar me,

bebasi hai pyar me,

gum bhi hai pyar me,

hume sab pata hai lekin kya karen 

hum bhi hai pyar me..!!!


c-fwd!

When it's you!!

Some days you just wake up and you are thankful to be alive. Some days you do not.

Some days you wake up with a smile. Some days you cannot.

trying my hands on writing something like poem.. :P :P

Nothing is as it were before,

and the hell I did not care

I found you and I swore,

to lose you I can never dare.

Times changed and so everything,

I have changed and so the world

Lost always and usually I sing,

Feels like I am, kinda whirled.

I wish you all the good,

As now that is all I can say

life will go as it should,

Someday It might turn my way.

Have nothing left to explore,

You made my world shine.

Like the waves met their shore.

And the glass completes the wine.

In the wild wild woods

Many came and left few,

I am more than crazy

and alive, when it's you.