Can you Love?

Always followed the word with a notion given to me by the only television, right from my childhood.

As Indians grow up they don't really bother themselves with this little word. We have serious things to look at like world peace, right? So, the information we keep accumulating is radiated from the television and the surrounding anti-social elements. You know things like in movies, dancing in rain and eating few kasams and all.. and whacking the villain's rear assets to name a few. Neighborhood information constitutes of talks like - see that girl/boy? ; i love him/her (long before you know what's love) and likes. I never remembered if any of such things ever happened to me in early childhood days or did I get and clumsy/complex feelings. But, there was something and it was forbidden in the place where I grew up.

Thanks to the society, the children were supposed to follow a normal routine daily, a pre-defined one. I never thought of things I think now. Wish something never changed. Anyways, so it is more like non-expressing and shy. When you don't know what to say you never speak up or you end up saying something absolutely irrelevant. I didn't want to be in the later so i just keep numb.

With passing days and my learning self I explored more and transformed myself.
I was overwhelmed with the things I found and thought of what not. I know that emotions played a major role in one's life. I tried to gain control over them. I had to create situations for blurting out each emotion. I started playing around. Anger, cheerful, sad, frown, stress, etc.

Then someday I thought of 'the word'. I was, then, recently told that this is the only thing that exist and you should be grateful to it. I went through a major transformation. I started to think over it. The whole logic thing go for a toss. You cannot think rational. It can destroy you, mishandled. I gotta tell you, but, this thing got enormous power. You might get carried away. Soon you tend to realize that it is fading, it always does. Love is like that only.

Being in love can do wonders for one. The keyword is love and not loving someone, if you may take notice. Loving someone is just a small part of the entire thing. The way to use this is to start form love and end up in loving someone. Loving someone might not actually end up in love. When I started tapping keys on my keyboard, I thought it can be described and now I am falling short of words. I know it can be defined in infinite possible ways and yet it cannot be confined to a single word but 'Love'.

It controls every other emotion of yours. Someday, when you are kinda disturbed, you know, emotionally you cannot just be normal in your behavior. You cannot love. The next time somethings go haywire ask yourself- Can you love? If you can things would be great. You can always learn it. right?

Just remember it is way too big word for defining even the relationship between Souls and yet so simple as to wake up everyday and smile.

Love is like the intoxicating drug for the mind and key to heart.

On a lighter note:

If anyone has trouble finding the key to my heart, I keep an extra set under my kidney stones.

Underwent Transformation!

We always wish we wouldn't change and we always do. Sometimes feels that those were the best days and I shouldn't have changed this much and sometimes you look back and say- I was so dumb back then. I believe in transformation so much as to in Life. To me you stop living when you stop changing. These processes can be hard to get hold off if you are not aware of them. For Instance the changes that occur in adolescent period are fast and worth noticing. You can't help but see them coming. And given a favorable environment it goes well. But once you're past your teens change take a gradual pace. You have no clue what you are undergoing. This phase is also known as quarter-life crisis (may be).

The point is when you do not know you are changing and people might instead know, they seem to respond accordingly which puts you in the situation to think what wrong could you have done to attract such responses. That is where it all begins. Your behavior changes to erratic from normal. I am forced to believe when little transformation hits someone there is a visual change in their behavior if they are extrovert people. On the other hand this can be more subtle and go without noticing in case of shy/introvert people. You tend to react to everything around you. Only certain things/music/people/place/event soothes you. That is the point where you might think that these things define you when you yourself doesn't have a clue of what's going on. This situation leads to confusion and whole life go for a toss resulting in total turmoil.

Some people still appears ultra cool to such phases in life. For the one reason which kept them going is that they never miss a chance to shut up. If you can restrict yourself from speaking unnecessarily 90% of your problems can disappear.. poof!! They say when you are in deep shit just keep your mouth shut and everything  will be alright. The other thing might help here is that few people get companionship to get away from the transformation crisis. This is equally effective to resolve the side effects.

Some people never get to see this phase. They are probably those on whom the jokes are made by the stand-up comedians.

Anyway .. I was just watching a documentary on parallel universe and dozed off to see an incredibly amazing dream.. Stay tuned for next article.. I might pull few strings there.. till!